Will It Ever Get Better?

Hey.  I know the title of this article may seem a bit “heavy and depressing”, and not gonna lie, it is.  Yeah, sad article coming at ya!  And yes, I know that in my previous article I literally said how I would no longer be writing super sad articles on this blog anymore, but, unfortunately when I went to write my next article (this article) this is what I ended up wanting to talk about.  And what’s that?  Feeling behind in life.  Feeling lost.  Feeling sad.  You know, fun stuff!

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When Real Life Sinks In…

As many of you already know, I haven’t felt okay for a while now.  It’s been a hectic few months and life is, and has been, just kind of a lot.  I go on a cycle of feeling okay (usually when I go out and get a random thing I don’t really need like another new book) to feeling sad, anxious, and depressed.  Real life is starting to sink in for me, and in all honesty, I am not ready for it.

How Am I? Well…

In the new series, Kevin Can F Himself, the lead character of the series is asked how she’s doing.  Her response is, nobody really cares, that’s just something people ask to be polite.  Well, nobody asked, but this is an article about how I’ve been doing.  

Reflecting…

Hey everyone.  As many of you know, I love writing about pop culture.  Although, from time to time I find myself wanting to talk about things from my life rather than pop culture.  This article I’ve written here today is one where I will not be talking about pop culture.  This is an article about life, friendship, and hoping to find myself again.  What inspired this article, as well as all of my other articles in the “Friendship” category on my blog, is a moment in my life that I let change me.  Don’t worry though, I’ll be talking about pop culture again soon.  Sometimes I just find myself wanting to talk about something else.  And this is one of those times.

“What Day Is It Again?”… The Reality Of Living In A Time Loop

Any kind of story that involves the aspect of someone reliving the same day over and over again, is the kind of story that will continue to fascinate me.  This concept of storytelling is best well known from the movie “Groundhog Day”, in which the main character of the story wakes up and continues to relive the same day over and over again.  Fast forward to these last few months, where real life has become like one of those scripted time loop stories that I am so fond of.  Where I am fond of stories that deal with the topic of time loops, I am much less fond of actually living in a time loop.

“Hey, Remember Me?”….. To Those Friends Of Mine Who Didn’t Care If I Faded Away…..

This is a story about friendships gone bad, people who I thought cared, and what it’s really like to be the who is left behind…..

Believe It Or Not….. I Watch TV When I’m Happy and Not When I’m Sad……..

Someone once asked me if I watch TV as a coping mechanism for dealing with IBS. For those of you who don’t know what IBS is, well consider yourself one of the lucky ones. IBS stands for: Irritable Bowel Syndrome. It’s basically when your stomach works against you, making daily living sometimes nonexistent. On a more positive note, my situation with that has gotten considerably better to what it once was. I cut out soda. Who knew? Now, it’s just a matter of trying to fix the mental toll that it caused on my mind. I’m still working on that one.

At the time when I was asked that question of if my TV watching was a coping mechanism, I said, “Sure, somewhat”. Which wasn’t a complete truth. It seemed easier to just say yes to that question instead of the real reason.